Is this a message from God. - Recently on 2 occasions - I dream that I am Pregnant. I gave birth to 2 beautiful girls 17 months apart. A year after my smallest was born I had tubaligation. And 6 weeks later my oldest was DX'd with a Terminal illness. It's been 5 years that she is along the side of our Almighty God. Is God trying to tell me something?

What do you do when you are unhappy with your job. You know that it is not the right one for you, but you feel stuck because of the condition of the economy. Do you hang in there and get stressed out, knowing that it is not good for your health and happiness simply because you worry about how the bills will be paid. I have been asking myself this same qquestion for a while. This weekend Pastor Troy asked if I know what my purpose is? I truly believe that it is to council & tutor young adults. I have some much that i want to do, but fear is holding me back. i want to go back to school to complete my education, because I feel like there is no way that someone will even give me a chance to council these young adults if i do not have a degree saying that I can do so. But how do i go to school and work full time and take care of my family. I know that it can be done because plenty of people to it. I have made so many mistakes in my life and i feel like i am always going to be paying for those mistakes. I want so much out of my life and career but i do not know how to get there. I feel so lost. I hope that there is someone out there that can offer some advice.

I've read every story posted just to see if there is a story similar to mines just battleing myself if i should let all this out or not; but i c not every story is the same.
I've been married for almost 2 years, my husband is 20 years older than me and we dated for so little time and certain circumstances made us get married. At this point i thank God for not giving us children even when i questioned him at the begining why havent i gotten pregnant.
At this time in my life when i am about to be 22 years old, ive lived things that had made made me realize how much i need to love myself; my husband spends more time with his friend than me, they go to the park together, they eat out, sunset walks, hours of talking, laughs, games which none of those seems to be fun while doing it with me (his wife), this has my head upside down thinking so many things that i really dont want to think, can they be in a homosexual relationship, is there any love, my husband drinks so much, and i am getting tired of the forgive me, i am sorry stories, we have been thruough several marriage therapy sessions and of course he says he will change and changes for a day or two and then ends up being the same, why is quiting a marriage so hard to decide, should i walk away, should i stay and be with a man thats drunk 300 of 365 days a year and be by yelling and uncertainties.

My father abandoned me when I was five years old. I maintained a relationship with my paternal grandparents despite the fact. I feel that my paternal family somehow blames me for what happened and always puts pressure on me to fix the situation. My father will not return my calls so I stopped calling him. I understand that he wants nothing to do with me. A part of me feels like being alone and forgetting my family. Im tired of defending myself for my fathers mistakes. What should I do?

My mother physically and verbally abused me as a child. She also neglected me and left me in harsh situations. I still have physical scars from the abuse but I have learned to forgive her. My family has always belittled me and when I stand up for myself they say I have personality flaws. I have gone to therapy and my psychologist tells me that there is nothing mentally wrong with me but that I have had to deal with a lot in my life. I shut people out of my life because I am so afraid of getting hurt. What should I do in regards to my family?